Well, it’s now five whole months since Kathryn ended it.
Christ. Ages.
Kathryn finished in Jersey at the end of January, & has been doing her second 6 month PRHO (Pre-Registration House Officer) position at a hospital in London since then.
Natalie told me that Kathryn hasn’t been too bad recently, she’s busy at work (obviously), & has been keeping herself busy out of work. Even taken up fencing again, & other stuff.
Haven’t had any contact with her at all since that final phone call 5 months ago, apart from a few texts just after the end, & brief texts at Christmas & New Year.
I wonder just what she’s doing now? Just how she’s doing now? She’s the one who ended things, so I assume that she’s been better than me. Has she gotten over me already? Does she miss me at all? Does she truly want to try & be “just friends” once we’ve gotten over each other enough? I also, of course, wonder if she has already found someone else, already replaced me. Although I know she won’t ever take me back, unfortunately, I do still hope that she hasn’t already gone & found someone else, hope that she hasn’t already seen anyone else since she dumped me, hope that she hasn’t already fallen for someone else since she dumped me, hope that she hasn’t already had sex with anyone since she dumped me. If she has already got someone else, it kind of makes a mockery of everything she said in that final phone call, plus I’d find it quite offensive & depressing for the girl who loved me & went out with me for nearly three years to have already moved on in that way a mere 5 months (or less) since we broke up.
*sigh*
Oh well. So. This week. Well, usual so far.
WingTsun on Monday. Continued with a lot of the same stuff as Weds last week, but with some work on the 8 basic steps rather than the Siu nim tao.
Pub after work on Wednesday, then WT’s for pool, then WingTsun, then back to WT’s to re-join my workmates for some more pool.
The WingTsun is already making a difference fitness-wise, I think. Thursday last week, my arms were absolutely knackered & achey ‘cos of the night before, yet I was fine after this Wednesday’s session. Already feeling less achey & so on each time. Also helps of course that I’ve not smoked in a week & a half now.
Was out last night, in the Bath Ale House, with Rich, Karen, & Rob.
Stayed in tonight. Just watched a film instead.
May be meeting up with LLoyd in town Saturday afternoon, & should be out with everyone on Saturday night. Graham’s back from Italy for the weekend, so it’ll be good to see him too.